Anisa Safitri 150880-130517

It's been several posts i've deleted. Too many things in mind yet i don't know where to start. Our encounters have always been some life maze, we barely lived in the same place since we left university but we've always been in each others mind and heart.

It turned out that He's been preparing your return. He set up a scene where you were finally home, near your closest families - for those who loved you were too many and spread everywhere you lived. He mostly set up your heart to finally accept going home or HOME, by Him, near Him, back to Him.
It was so hard in the beginning but you finally said yes to it with all your heart.

Now that you're gone and we still had too much plans to do together in the  near future like going Umra end of the year and going back the roads we took in the Netherlands. Oh Allah, how can i even imagine living in the country where all i can think of is memory of you.

He decided that we wouldn't be reunited in this world but the world after. Now tell me how am i even gonna match your kindness and truthfulness to deserve seeing your face again in heaven. Or is it His sign that i must catch up and do as good as you on your short passage on earth..

I'm sure you're in a better place now. Allah and the angels will take a very good care of you. Sleep tight. You've done great, you'll be alright.