i had a feeling this monday is not gonna be a nice day, fell asleep at around 9 pm (i usually don't fall asleep on sunday night, i plan at what time i'll be sleeping, and have plans in mind for the coming week)...but not last night, i fell asleep!

and...i slept in the car while my husband was driving. it aint good either, i dont sleep in the morning, in the car unless i hardly sleep the other night (but please, last night i had 8 hours sleep, more than enough!).

this morning my husband and i, we had to face a truth which is not easy. something that requires us to struggle more, in a continuos basis. the road is still long & winding, but i believe we can make it, as long as we're patient and persistent.

aaah bebe, we will have it dear, our future house, your future bed room, play room, little garden to run on... :) we just need more patient to take care some 'stuff' ok? it won't be ready by the time you're born, but when it is... we'll build our own paradise inside :) doakan mama dan papa ya be? :)