Tick Tock Tick Tock I'm a little Koo Koo Clock
Tick Tock Tick Tock now I'm striking five o'clock
Koo Koo ... (5 times)

yes, It's 5 PM, friday afternoon. last day at work before departing to pau, france on sunday. i will miss my little boy for sure. much much much. it will be my first time sleeping without pilar side by side. first time EVER. at the moment i cannot imagine how it'll look like for me (and even for him) sleeping far away from each other. i don't know if he'll miss me :(~~~~ will you miss me baby? if he does, i already planned that he'll stay with grannies in bandung. hope he'll be happier that way, surrounded by lot of caring people :)

how bout me? despite the tight schedule of my days there, i know, i'm certain, being alone, far from home, after quite a while since i've been in the same situation, will frustrate me. thank god it's only for less than a week. if it was more, they'd have to come. for sure.

packing is not even started yet. im more in to packing for pilar stay in bandung rather than myself. i'm happy i'm chosen among other colleagues to go, but somehow i don't have the same enthusiasm like i used to. how having a child can change your life ya..?

huff, got to be prepared, got to grab some more spirit. carpe diem mia :)