my husband is celebrating his birthday today.
all i did was waking up at midnight, congratulating him with my eyes almost closed :(~~~
i woke up again at around 2 am (pilar's nenen time), sent him an sms which already prepared the previous day.
in the morning, the same ritual took place: sholat, shower, leave for work.
i got the sms reply at around 9 AM. he already read my sms since the morning though.
hmm almost forgot, we decided to order some cakes for his colleagues, and NOTHING for us :(~~~
mean me :(

as usual, the work forced me to stay a bit late, and husband even more. i planned to buy something, at least for him, but then decided not to.
i hate arriving home late. i hate missing my play time with pilar. especially when his dad is also stucked at work.
as i arrived, i could hear pilar crying in our room. his nanny told me that pilar was so so sleepy he cried.
when he saw my face, he was smiling all the way and regained his energy. we played for almost 2,5 hours.
i was exhausted and also was pilar (postpone his sleep time for 2,5 hours!!).

husband, this is not my justification. forgive me for doing almost nothing for your birthday.

one more thing, when i asked him what he wants for his birthday, he replied to me:
i want to buy you a philips hairstyler (the old one was missing - i suspect our former pembantu took it).
--istri semakin merasa berdosa--

papa, selamat ulang tahun ya
semoga papa selalu diberi kesehatan, keselamatan dunia & akhirat
menjadi papa yg terbaik untuk pilar dan adiknya kelak
menjadi suami yg terbaik untuk mama
sukses dalam pekerjaan dan semua sisi kehidupan

semoga kita semua selalu dilindungi Allah dan berada di jalanNya
Amin amin yaa rabbal aalamiin