this is my last working day in 2012. how's it been? awful. i think i spent most of my time at the office. many days i got home after 7PM, mostly at 8PM. don't even ask, i hate it. i hate it when i ask my boy how he feels on mama always coming home late. "i'm sad, mom. i want you to come earlier". he even created a story about an elephant family whose mother always comes home from work when the sun still shines. don't ask how i felt when hearing his story. i wanted to cry. so if i ever want to make a resolution for 2013, it's gotta be it. i want to have at least 2 days out 5 working days, come home before 7PM, even with some carryover work to be finished at home. i need to organize better. i need to work smarter. in order to achieve that, i need to be physically and mentally fit. i have to maintain the healthy way of life. i have to pray that god will keep me save and healthy. keep my family save and healthy. i will persuade husband to improve his lifestyle towards a better (and healthier) manner. i will support him so his learning curve in his new position will be achieved faster than plan, that he can organize better his work and can also come home earlier. i will pray that the complexity at his current job will be less next year (as for mine!). i will pray that traffic in jakarta will be better (zero chance). or opportunity to work some place where traffic is no more an issue will come sooner (amin). i hope our financial condition will be better, force majeur happened and will probably happen again. we need to dedicate another account for forcemajeur in our financial objective. sorry kiddo, no vacation next year. hope the next year we will afford it. wow, there goes (finally) some thoughts for 2013. 2012, thank you for the lessons learned.