last week-end was actually a lot of fun. started by an unplanned dinner in sederhana, by the time we got there, met some friends, and a friend paid for the whole dinner. not bad ;)

the next day, after giving my house a total clean-up, we had a trip to samarinda. two girls, out on the road, had 4 hours chit chat in the car, talked bout anything, ...

watched a movie "lady under water" in the cinema, dinner with bakso (so girly hehe), small shopping, and cd search in disc tara. guess what she found! Wilson Phillips' HOLD ON!!! old time favorite ;) we were much inspired by the movie Harold&Kumar where they sang the song passionately inside their car. And that's what we actually did after, on our way back to balikpapan, my turn to drive. Again, two girls, hmm two crazy girls, singing songs from the 90's, and as it was getting late, dark, the conversation became less and less important, booing the selfish and careless driver in front of us, still singing songs from the 90's hehe..

conclusion: we did enjoy the trip much.

sunday, gloomy sunday. it rained a bit in the morning, i continued my week-end rituals: clean anything that needs to be cleaned. gathered some motivation to go to the near-by market to buy stuffs for my perkedel jagung preparation, after 2 pm. had a cook, and fell asleep on the couch til i realized i had to wash my car and i hadn't had a shower!!
another picnic at her place, while watching mathew mcfayden, enjoying my perkedel, her sayur buncis, plus ayam penyet bought from a warung near-by. quite a cool way to end the week-end. thanks a lot bu! ;)

and this morning, got up late, headache, bad mood, angry boss. not so much for a monday morning.

i really need to terminate these emotional problems of mine..
perhaps this song could?

I know there's pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don't ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?

Some day somebody's gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know?
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things'll go your way
Hold on for one more day

You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin' your worries pass you by
Don't you think it's worth your time
To change your mind?

I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and
Break free the chains
Yeah I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and you
Break free, break from the chains
Some day somebody's gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know?
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day yeah
If you hold on
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day,
If you hold on
Can you hold on
Hold on baby

Won't you tell me now
Hold on for one more day 'Cause
It's gonna go your way
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can't you change it this time
Make up your mind
Hold on
Hold on
Baby hold on