pilar turns 3 (months)

selamat ulang bulan ya sayang :)

mama's writing this from the office, my first day at work. this morning i woke up late, you couldn't sleep well last night until 3 am. it's ok baby, i don't mind. i'm not feeling sick or anything, God gives me more strength you know? but still, i really hope you'll sleep tight every night, not just for me, but mostly for you.

i still had the chance to breasfeed and cuddle a bit with you. thank God, nenek's with us for the whole week. she loves to play around with you. kissed you goodbye. i left home in peace.

this morning i received some good and bad news, depends on how i'm looking on it. still need some time to digest those news and make decision plans for them. i try my best not to let those news disturb my mental condition. won't do good for my milk. yes baby, my milk, your right. you deserve your right.

this noon, i'll leave the office for lunch, in peace :)

be good at home sonny. mama misses you much. mama loves you much.