hi there little bebe, what you've been up to lately? see, you'll be 23 weeks old in my womb tomorrow. we'll go and see the doctor to have a good look at you. your mom's tummy is quite biiig now, people will notice that you're inside. stay healthy huh young man! we know you're tough, even when i got dhiarrea last week and got so scared that you'd be impacted, well.. we could still hear your heartbeat real strong.

what a week this week huh bebe..? your mom's trying to be positive all the time, but sometimes things get worse. i'm so sorry if i get you to feel my worries, i never mean to. i promise i'll try better next time. more patient, more positive.

it's dark outside bebe, it's night already. we're waiting for your dad to pick us up and we'll have friday nite dinner as usual. i can hear you whisper "be patient mama. papa is there working as fast as he can, so that he can get here soon. i'm patient, and so should you mama."

thanks little hero, you have no idea how much you have given me strength with your presence. 17 weeks to go before i can finally hold you in my arms, hear you scream, wipe your tears, watch you grow... insya Allah. love you much little bebe..