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di bandung!

finally, recup yg telah lama dinantikan tiba juga! =) hiperbola abiss..
went home w/ bapa, aa, dan ade;
seen and cuddled w/ qistan:
tasted gurame goreng kering, pepes ikan mas, lalab sambel @ sari sunda;
trekking dago pakar-maribaya;

aaah, senangnya...
no more water rise inside my head hahaha

still to come:
malls visit
batagor
trekking jayagiri

hehe terlalu banyak maunya ya guwe!

congratz buat temen2 yg udah nyuksesin nang ning nong semalem di balikpapan,
wish i were there!
apa daya, above temptations are stronger than me! ;)

numb?

belakangan ini gue lagi males nulis. sempet sih nyobain nulis, tapi trus ga ke-post. alesannya? ko gue ngerasa tulisan gue dari hari ke hari sama aja, nyeritain kegiatan gue, kerjaan, kangen ama keluarga dan temen2, dll dsb. lain ceritanya dengan saat2 yg menguras emosi gue (saat2 mo ninggalin prancis, ninggalin jawa, ditinggalin temen, ditinggalin pacar, ...) kayanya ide nulis dan kata2 lancar mengalir ke otak gue ha2 =D alesan bgt. tapi bukan berarti apa yg gue lakuin di balikpapan bersama temen2 baru gue ga meaningful lho ya...! ah, mungkin ini yg orang2 bilang numb.
"di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi, sendiri memikirkan kamuuuu.."

A shoulder to blame on

I'm having this ache on my shoulder since yesterday. I thought it's muscle thing but it has a different sensation (if I can call it a sensation!). Ngajelekit, in sundanese. Called my mom, she said probably it's my sitting position in front of computer. I have to admit, since I move to Yan's place which has a bigger table but one single inconvinience: The chair cannot enter in the middle so my hands are located quite far away from the keyboard. A very annoying position exactly.

Since I had made a promise to my friends to go jogging this morning, I forced myself to get out of bed even with this ache. Unfortunately (fortunately for my shoulder) it was raining so we had to cancel our jogging plan for the morning. Next time guys! A friend told me that they're up to playing paint ball in Manggar today. I'm so sorry, I'd really love to go, but with this pain, I don't think I can enjoy the day :(

So i just decided to have some rest, on my bed, relaxing, hoping that the pain would go away, but it wasn't. By noon, I phoned again my mom...as a worried mom, she told me to see a doctor or a hospital, but I was too lazy to even get out of my bed (If only I could blame my shoulder for this lazyness that's always been with me this whole time hehe). Another easier proposition was to have an analgesic. I went for this one then. It helped a bit, but not much. I'm still disturbed by this ngajelekit sensation thing.

Bottom line, I probably chose the right decision when I said no for that paintball thing. I spent almost these last week-ends to go out somewhere, my body probably needs a day off for a relaxation (he2 another justification for my lazyness?). I had time to read my new novel: Laskar Pelangi (Andrea Hirata) recommended by a friend. It's a nice story, I even recommended it to my other friends! :)

2 weeks more before my one week vacation. I haven't decided where to go to, and with who I'll spend it haha...Any idea?

Setelah 1 bulan...

I'm having a headache, literally speaking =(

I thought I had been working according to the agreed workflow between me and my boss, but then I was wrong.

Today, after almost a month I'm working on a subject, we (my boss and I) found out that "what used to be OUR workflow" was wrong, or not efficient politely said.

I had no idea that the work would be as complicated as I understand now, or is it just me who was too idiot to digest the problem. Hm the last case seems to be the most probable one =(

Each time I discuss with a geologist and have some explanations from them, I suppose that all things they say are completely new things. I then talk with my boss, a reservoir engineer, and he'll say that it's just the same thing Mia, I don't see where the problem is.

Lord, am I that dumb???

Fortunately, no waste work. This 1 month will not go to la poubelle! I will have to re-organize my work, try to globalize my reflection, and never... never give up!

And stop whining MIA (as seen in front of my desk, a.k.a ka artha's board) =) Thanx for having put it ka!

Soon will be my 4th week here!

My brother’s just left balikpapan today. I took him myself to the airport. Thanx bro for visiting me! We’ll have another fun surely!

Mom messaged me that my nephew Qistan was playing with dad inside the car. Qistan really loves being inside and playing with everything he sees. How I miss every one in Bandung!

Went to the office only for an hour, checked my mails (besides alerts from direct viewer, I got no other mails today ihiks), had another check to my work since Luc wants to see it tomorrow. Saw Luc, Mba Ita and Chris (wooow, now I can see that sector work is soo loaded, they even have to work on holidays!). N’empeche que…j’ai hate de le faire bientot!

Each time someone goes, I always feel a bit melancholic …and every time they’re there, I feel like I don’t treat them the best I can. So to all friends and family, I am sorry if I have treated you wrong. If I do mistakes and I’m not aware of them, please let me know. So I can learn to be a better person…

Speaking of friends, one of mines is (finally) decided to pursue a master degree. Way to go bro! Hope everything goes well (the uni-searching, the application, and off course the funding) he2!

By this time, my bro’s probably in the train that takes him back to bandung (how I envy him!), my friends (may, artha, wawan, feri,..) have just finished their vacation from Makassar and Toraja (I also envy them!), my parents are just finished cuddling with Qistan (this one I envy the most!)…and I am so happy for them! Maybe my turn will come one day (crossing my fingers).

Tomorrow’s another working day. Office will be empty! Every one’s off for vacation. And my stay in balikpapan will reach its 4^th week! Not bad Mia, not bad at all…!

beberapa hal

1st news: psis vs persib 1-1

persib nyaris menang (yea, barkowi ngegolin lagi!), tapi di akhir2 pertandingan psis bisa menyamakan kedudukan lewat tendangan maman abdurahman T_T
lumayan laah, maen di semarang soalnya... two thumbs up buat kosin, tanpa dia persib harusnya udah kalah :D

2nd news: ade is in the house

adikku yg teu daek cicing lagi ada di balikpapan, nemenin kakaknya yg baek hati jalan2 :) haha..
jadi tadi (thanx to ka artha for the car loan) hihi kita jalan ke teritip dan manggar. show him a bit of the town and all..

3rd news: at yasmin farewell

barusan diundang yasmin makan di resto ben-tandoek for her farewell. selamat jalan min, and lots of success (juga buat pujo, shinta dan riza yg mau RCM next week di paris). speaking of paris, karena tadi jg ngobrolin bbrp hal ttg kota ini... it reminds me of some people i love there, i miss you all guys!

uuh, tunduh heula ah...