Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Your first nights as a warrior..

I thought your friend's mom was joking when she said you were all going for a field trip for 3 days. Away from home. Not this early. Well, she wasn't at all joking. Tomorrow is the day.

At first you were very brave, saying that you can manage. You will have fun with your friends. You know how to shower, change clothes, eat by yourself. I was assured.

I guess both of us haven't really realized it until today..in a rush, i went to buy the remaining things to be brought, while trying not to worry too much as you said yourself you can make it. We both packed your luggage and went through our checklist together...and just before bed, as i hugged you tight, you said you don't wanna do this, you will miss me, you need my hug before bed... 😭😭😭

I left you cause your little sister suddenly cried and i dont know what your father did to calm you til you're finally asleep.

Tomorrow is the day sweet heart. I will be strong and so will you. If you need to cry at one point during your trip, just cry. If you need to make a call so we can hear each other's voice, ask your teacher. He will let you. Only for three days, son. Very soon we will meet again :)

I'll see you on friday my warrior 😘

Monday, June 01, 2015

Hey you two

If one day both of you got in a fight, please remember this picture. 

Iris, each time you step onto Pilar's lego works, your brother just take a deep breath or scream..."nooo dont do that, i worked really hard to build it" He sometimes cries but never he hurts you.

Or the nights when Pilar wants me to sleep with him but i cant cause i have to feed you. 

Just one or two sacrifices your brother's willing to do for the sake of his love to his little baby sister.

Pilar, my big boy. The proudest brother. I'm pretty sure she will listen to you with all the patience and charm that you have. Remember that we trust you to be her keeper. Stay with her, guide her, she will follow as she always does :)

I love you two with all my heart.