besok mau ke lapangan (malu2in deh, udah mau setaun gitu di bpn!!).
doakan selamat sampai balik lagi ke bpn yaa..
(amiiiin)

faith hill

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away

All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe

In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now

from my new office, saturday nite, alone, how pathetic! hehe

tiga orang teman kantor resign hari ini.
salah satunya, namanya disebut2 di lagu ini (slide-goo goo dolls).
hayoo, siapa coba? :)

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you want to feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Yeah we're gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can exchange
I'll live around here

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
Mmmmm slide

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May do you wanna get married
Or run away....Yeah

no heart feeling, iseng doang. liriknya sama sekali ga usah dicari maknanya ;)

selamat jalan mas edy, neng may dan bang kiting.
sukses di tempat baru, ya perkerjaannya, ya keluarganya, ya semuanya.

my nephew qistan. 1 year 3 months.

starting next week, i will be oficially assigned as monitoring reservoir engineer, which was one of my 2007 personal resolution. feel happy about it for some reasons. most important should be because i have been working in reservoir studies for almost 1 year and a half now. it's about time to move to something else. and that something else is doing operational works.

some small inconvinients: the tight schedule for handovers (from me to a colleague, and from another colleague who's leaving the company to me), and i'll have less flexibility to go home to java since we work on some weekends.. which are nothing compared to the excitement of me changing post (hehe i think someone is obliged to visit me from java instead of me visiting that someone there) ;)

beyonce...

to the left
to the left
to the left
to the left

mmmm..to the left
to the left
Everthing you own in the box to the left
In the closet, that's my stuff
Yes, if i bought then please don't touch

And keep talkin that mess thats fine,
but could you walk and talk at the same time-
And, its my name thats on that jag
so go move your bags let me call you a cab

Standin in the front yard tellin me how i'm such a fool
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
You got me twisted

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
you're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone, call up that chick,
and see if shes home
oops, i bet you thought, that i didnt know,
what did you think, i was puttin you out for...
because you was untrue, rollin her around in the car that i bought you
baby drop them keys...hurry up before your taxi leaves

standin in the front yard tellin me how im such a fool
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
you got me twisted

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby
you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
you're irreplaceable

so since im not your everything,
how bout i'll be nothing, nothing at all to you
baby i wont shed a tear for you
i wont lose a wink of sleep
cause the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy

to the left
to the left
to the left
to the left
mmmm...to the left
to the left ,everything you own in the box to the left
to the left
to the left
dont you ever for a second get to thinkin...
you're irreplaceable

you must no know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute matter fact,
hell be here in a minute, baby
you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin...baby

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have a nother you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
you can pack all your bags we finished,
Cause yo made your bed now lay in it
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin
you're irreplaceable....

hey, we'll meet again soon.
tomorrow i hope.
already asked my boss' permission to come late on monday ;)
thanks mika!

a bit anxious.
hehe bull! very anxious.
hope things go well tomorrow.

adios balikpapan, til' monday morning!

anggun's song mode:
open your heart to unexpected love ...
open your heart to unexpected, long neglected love ...

belajar berempati.
lagi lagi dan lagi.

25 taun de.
a big guy now.
hope u've learnt ur lesson.
n ready to seize the future.
i know u can.

happy birthday deot!
(12-01-2007)

Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

And hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Yeah
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

I just wanted to hold

(lyrics of Starlight-Muse)

rencana melewatkan malam tahun baru di sebuah kafe di bandung diganti mendadak menjadi acara ngumpul sahabat lama di rumah neng indri, setelah sebelumnya ena, iki dan gue nongkrong2 dulu di gelato bar, parisj van java (thanks ki buat traktirannya). ngobrol ngalor ngidul about love and life dari jam 14.30 wib, non-stop sampai jam 4 pagi keesokan harinya, dan kalo mata gue masih kuat sih bisa aja lanjut..hehe sori na, ga nahan euy pengen tidur!!

ga kerasa, udah hampir 9 tahun kita bareng (1998-2007) buat sebagian yang udah sejak sma kenal berarti udah hampir 12 tahun. dan teman2 gue masih dengan keunikannya masing2. yg lugu dan menggemaskan, yg melankolis ga ketulungan, yg keibuan, yg berwajah bengis tapi hati..ehm ehm, yg playboy2 tapi insya Allah sekarang udah insyaf, yg selalu ceria di segala suasana, dll dll...

bedanya sekarang umur kami udah ga bisa dibilang muda lagi :) sebagian udah punya anak, lagi nunggu ngelahirin, lagi bikin (atau bikin lagi), lagi nyari pasangan buat bikin, hahaha (btw gue juga ga berubah, tetep ancurrr)

ga gampang buat bisa percaya ama orang laen. tapi gue percaya ama mereka. dan (semoga) mereka juga percaya ama gue.

fams, despite the conflicts, the differences, the misunderstandings, ... this post is dedicated to you, to show that you guys mean a lot to me.















kami di jaman2 kejayaan dulu ;)

2007 means i'll be 27 this year!!!

cool!!!

once you were a kid, have you ever imagined yourself being over 25, elegant woman, with a nice job, handsome and steady boyfriend, living a cozy appartment in a big city, driving the latest baby from mercedez... (you know, all those hollywoodian tv-series syndromes?)

i must say that i'm far from being that kind of woman nor living that kind of life (i'm not saying that my work sucks nor my boyfriend's ugly, hehe sorry dear), but this life i'm living and everyone in it (friends and family) made me who i am right now, one happy lady. can't thank God enough for that.

je vous souhaite une tres bonne anne 2007, carpe diem!