gue pernah merasa jalanan paris, metro2nya, cafe2nya adalah hal2 yg mengisi hari2 gue selama lebih dari 2 tahun.
satu tahun lebih gue tinggalin paris, dan insya Allah 3 hari lg gue bakal mengunjungi kota yg sama selama 2 minggu.
how would i feel? awkward? sama seperti saat pertama kali gue nginjakin kaki di cdg dengan kelinglungan gue?
hmm, it's a funny feeling though. let's see :)
doain ya teman-teman.

just incase i'll be too hectic tomorrow

i'm off!!!

off this office
off this town
off this country
off this bloody routine

but not off you loved ones, never

so many things happened last week.
some were expected.
some others were not.

remember a quote: older you are, wiser you become?

hopefully.

hiks..
i'm alone again.
after one whole week sharing my bed with my mom, cuddling like crazy with my bother, and have my personal chauffeur ready to drop and pick me up at the office ;) (joking cheri), they have left balikpapan.
thanks loved ones, you have no idea how much you have brigthened my days here.
see you all soon.

sad memory

don't you sometimes want to be kid again?
having all your dreams wide spreaded without noone telling you those are stupid.
having no prejudice to noone, nothing.

it's too tiring sometimes become an adult.
while all you wanted to do is to help, and all sudden it was mistaken for some crime you didn't even commit.
yeah, that hurts.
when all you did was being honest to others, yet they thought you were crossing the line.

too many prejudice.
too many judgement.
i even made some.
and sometimes they're wrong.

in between this morning's rituals, just wanted to say that i'm glad having you around..

13 may 2007, on en a neuf cheri!

(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas,
but what if it don't?
What happens in my head stays in my head, but sometimes it won't.
What if you knew what I was thinking,
would it make you like, 'Whoah!' ?
I don't wanna risk putting my foot in it, so I keep my mouth closed.
All you hear is:
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gotta 'beep' out what I really wanna shout.
Whoops, did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies,
get serious like crazy.
I wanna have your babies,
I see them springing up like daisies.
Yeah...
Some of my feelings keep escaping,
so I make it a joke.
Nonchalant I keep on faking,
so my heart don't get broke.
I'm in a big, big, big, big ocean,
in a tiny little boat.
I'll only put the idea out there
if I know it's gonna float.
All you hear is:
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gotta 'beep' out what I really wanna shout.
Whoops, did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies,
get serious like crazy.
I wanna have your babies,
I see them springing up like daisies.
'Cos in my head there's a slot machine,
And i'm betting your the one in my hopes and dreams.
La la la la la, la la la la la la la
La la la la la, la la, la la.
Trust me it would scare you if you knew what was going on in my brain.
Trust me it would scare you,
that i've picked out the church, all the schools, all the names.
If you knew it was all about you,
Every wish, every candle, every coin in the fountain.
Trust me it would scare you,
thats why I go:
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gotta 'beep' out what I really wanna shout.
Whoops, did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies,
get serious like crazy.
I wanna have your babies,
I see them springing up like daisies.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gonna button my lips so the truth don't slip.
(Mmm mm mm mm mm mm mm)
Gotta 'beep' out what I really wanna shout.

Whoops, did I say it out loud?
Did you find out?
I wanna have your babies,
get serious like crazy.
I wanna have your babies,
I see them springing up like daisies.
(Heres one, theres another.
Oh! Theres one...
Theres a baby... theres one.
Babies, babies, babies, babies, babies,
I wanna have your babies!)
One day maybe you'll find out...

lyrics of: i wanna have your babies - natasha b.

je crois que je n'ai pas besoin de fermer la bouche. tu l'as bien fait. et j'ai bien dit oui.

hari sabtu kemarin kita bertiga jalan ke samarinda. bener2 ga direncanain. saat lagi maksi di daun pisang, gara2 ada sms dari teman kalau dia lagi nonton spiderman 3 di samarinda, salah satu dari kita kepikiran untuk nonton juga.

filmnya seru, tapi ga berkesan. ga pengen nonton untuk kedua kalinya.

yg seru sih seperti biasa, perjalanannya. sound track kita kali ini: michael learns to rock dan toto :)

sesampainya di rumah, badan lemes bgt. kita bertiga ga banyak ribut, langsung tidur. hehe.

conclusion: another great week-end in borneo.

dapet kecelakaan kecil sewaktu dipijit di salon langganan. mba yg mijitin gue tiba2 pingsan saat lagi naroin lilin aromaterapi di telinga gue. yg ada leher dan sebagian rambut gue kebakar. ga banyak sih, tapi cukup bikin gue shocked. langsung cari obat placenta di apotek terdekat. alhamdulillah lukanya kecil aja, moga2 cepet kering dan ga bikin gue kapok buat spa2an lagi (hehe, udah terlanjur kecanduan soalnya).

lesson learnt: tetep spa, tapi ga usah yg pake lilin2an segala :)

ga sabar nunggu week-end depan. mamah dan ade mau datang ke balikpapan. kemaren udah beli kasur lipat buat si ade tidur. moga2 pesenan2 gue dibawain juga ama mereka: batagor, tahu bandung mentah buat digoreng di sini (tahu balikpapan bener2 ga enak), brownies, ... hari kamis depannya kamu yg mau dateng. moga2 dikasi cuti ya dear ama si boss :) rumah bakalan rame nih.

bright side: horeee ada yg masakin, bantuin bersih2 rumah, antar jemput gue ke kantor :)

may news

nothing new, except that i just got back from jakarta last week-end end spent good times with people i care about.

my mood has been in roller coaster mode since last week. i got a cold for few days, but getting better just before the week-end. probably it was just a pms thing..

received a bad news that electricity will be hell all this month. gee, just don't cut it off during ManU-Milan game tomorrow morning.

anyway, everything is still positive or at least i try to be. 1 month to go before my 3 weeks escape from this country. summer heat of andaloucia, isn't it delicious? ;)