took it from last nite's conversation.

dreams are always nice.
once you realize that your current dreams are not inline with the reality,
start making new ones.
noone can forbid you to do so.

dreams are always nice.
thanks for asking me not to quit dreaming :)

;)

ANDIEN - Milikmu Selalu

Jalani kisah kasih denganmu
Gelak tawamu s'lalu kurindu
Manisnya warna warni cintaku
Kunikmati hari bersama
Dirimu dihatiku

Jika sesaat engkau merasa
Jenuh meraja di dalam dada
Tidakkan sayang aku menjauh
Ku akan menunggu kembali
Hadirmu disisiku

Saat hati menyepi kasihku kan bersemi
Menemanimu kekasih
Dalam hangat dunia kian menyapa
Walau hatimu ragu
Kasihku kan merayu
Tentang kita tentang cintamu
Cinta indah itu di dalam kalbu

hope these emotional problems of mine have gone away along with a-half-day spa i did yesterday :)

let's face this new week with new spirit, shall we?

another prolongation of my brother's story:













and he will do the workshop with this man:

















can't wait to go home soon, congratz my brother in face, see my nephew walk (yes, he walks now), see you :)

wasn't it you who hate childish craps or any other non-sense illogical things? so why are you doing it now? grow up mia!

for a very special friend, i might not be the best person to tell you this, we may not be friends long enough, but i need you to know that you have me at anytime to share your stories. hang in there girl, i know you can do it :)

despite all, you have no idea how i am very proud of your achievement dearest brother. and i still have faith that you will make more surprises in the future. millions congratulations, prayers, and supports from us, who love you so, still, and always.
















and please keep in mind, the road is still long, days won't be easy, but i know that you can make it my dear brother, just keep the faith :)

love,

2nd attack

pagi tadi, kali kedua gue kena serangan migraine selama di balikpapan. yg pertama waktu piala dunia kemaren (he2). yg sekarang gue ga tau pasti pemicunya apa. mungkin gara2 kegerahan karena semalem mati listrik, jadi ac ga nyala? hm, manja sekali. gue mulai punya penyakit ini sejak sma. awalnya ga terlalu ngerti kenapa bagian2 tertentu dari kepala gue bisa ngerasa sakit bgt, terus gue cerita ama mamah. well, it runs in the family. bokap gue jg punya migraine. pas ditelusuri pemicu2nya ternyata mirip: heat exposure, sudden light, over training,... dan obatnya juga mirip:minum paracetamol, makan dan minum banyak, tidur. that's what i actually did this morning, and i'm feeling better now, yg nyisa tinggal lemesnya, normal..

so, back to the office, back to work, and sorry boss i was on leave all morning..

Lirik yang simpel, cenderung asal, tapi ga berarti ga penting ala blink-182 ini salah satu alasan kenapa gue suka bgt ama mereka.
Lagu There is ini proyek sampingannya Tom dan Travis di band box car racer (proyek sampingan lain mereka: Angels&Airwaves udah gue post sebelumnya).

So sit back, relax, and enjoy the song fellas!

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights

I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?
Will I shake this off, pretend its all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me?
There is

Those notes you wrote me, I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought on how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There'll be a hidden message, about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight? Will you think of me?
Will I shake this off, pretend its all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me?
There is

I need to say it to myself over and over again.
Stop whining bout your job, there's nothing wrong with it, you're just being inefficient.
Stop complaining, you're so blessed with what you are, with what you have, so be thankful and respectful.

As marked on your computer screen: Be positive!!! with a large smiley icon :)